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i live in the clouds.
a state of complete harmony, ending conflict within the human race and between humans and the natural world.

Monday, July 19, 2010

the unwritten law of life; hofstadter's law

finally my first self-developed black and white film. it was such an enjoyable experience. for that half an hour i was fully-focused, visualizing what the result will be.

and here you go, unedited shots ;

an old lady who lives in a kelong (offshore platform built predominantly with wood), sitting by the sea, looking laid-back and peaceful.


young man, just returned from his fishing trip

well, the credit goes to mentor sweetheart.

at this stage of life, i start to believe in the ironic unwritten law of life ;
things will always takes longer than you expect, even when you take into account hofstadter's law

perhaps i should stretch my patience a little bit more. if that is life. i should.

images taken with hexarRF, leica summarit 50 mm f1.5, Tmax 400 b&w film by self

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

scattered toward every wind


heaven, if you do really exist. please, i am in need of direction.
expectation is killing me, sadness is burying me.
i can't help myself.


image EP2, GF1 Lumix 20mm f1.7 pancake lens by dar

Monday, June 21, 2010

the castle built in the air


It has been a while since I left any trace here. My two months term break is coming to the end soon and seriously, I don't want to imagine what it is going to be the next three months; chaotic is for sure.

I'm glad I made it once again. For all the sleepless nights and midnight oils, the hard-works just somehow paid off and all become worthwhile. It says; "you go on".


Well, the 9 to 6 is still my priority. I still love my job but in need of some breakthrough. Please, end this so called waiting game. I want to walk further.

So what about the castles built in the air, if we can put some foundations under them.

image EP2, GF1 Lumix 20mm f1.7 pancake lens by self

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

same same but different



Benjamin (David Kross), a German high school student, is a backpacker on his first major tour. In a nightclub at Phnom Penh, he meets the young local, Sreykeo (played by Apinya Sakuljaroensuk), and he falls in love with her. Ben opts for this love, even though Sreykeo turns out to be HIV positive and seems to be a prostitute. It is based on the true history of Sreykeo Sorvan and Benjamin Prüfer.

in singapore, 8th of may gv vivocity.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

turn me off


I need a button to turn me off, shut me down
I am tired, but it keeps running

image EP2, GF1 Lumix 20mm f1.7 pancake lens by dar